OK. Here we are at day 14. Anything different? Not really. Sure I'm still eating pretty well, but nothing else is much different. What is wrong with me?
I have never been one to get the exercise high. I get tired and sweaty. I guess it's OK, but if you really want to stick with something I think it should do more than just make you tired. It would be nice if I at least enjoyed it. I've been trying to just do it anyway knowing it is good for me. I'm not fond of it though.
I did have unrealistic expectations. I had them based on what other people have experienced. Why do I have to be different? I don't know, but I apparently am. I keep hearing awesome numbers and mine pretty much suck. Maybe I'm doing it wrong? I'm eating lots of protein, veggies and fruit. Is that wrong? I guess it's not fish everyday, but jeez.
So now we leave tomorrow and I am going to spend my wonderful vacation the same as I always am only eating healthy and still not getting anywhere. I will skip the cookies, ice cream and other lovely foods in favor of protein bars, fruit and water. Blah. At the end of this I will be pretty much the same as I was. Should I be happy I didn't get worse? Probably, but that wasn't my goal.
I am so grumpy. I think I need to go to bed early tonight. My mood is foul. Not exactly how I want to be on the eve of the happiest place on earth.
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Have you been to the doc recently to get your thyroid and glucose levels checked. Just a thought. Also, for now, try letting go of the idea of numbers going down and just think about being healthier! (Lame, I know. But it helps me some what.)
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